Monthly Rant


I don’t know how those kids do it, they go to school with a smile and actually have fun schooling. I do not hate school nor do I hate studying but I dread the process, the early mornings and boring lessons but other than that schools alright, I guess… Maybe it’s because I’m an anti-social bastard, but I really have no mood to talk much in school. Worst of all, many people think I’m too fierce and scary. Yes I do get in fights last time but it all changed after 2010, that wake up call. Those moments spent as a prisoner behind bars, it is stuck in my memories always haunting me, forcing me to think twice before I do anything. Do I look so serious in school? Then we have those kids in school climbing the social ladder, trying to be ‘high profile’. I really don’t find the need to do so, I mean yes some kids do gain it naturally but the others they should stop it. Flirting and acting like a douche in front of the handsome/beautiful kids does not make one a player or popular nor being rich and buying your friends too. What happened to the good old days where friendships made were sincere, not according to how people would view you. Long gone I guess, lost through time. Maybe it’s human nature, we all work hard to climb that social ladder to impress people we don’t really know and care about. Life and it’s complexities…

BAM! And there I am in that hole.


I lost it, everything! That motivation to be better, how could I? That’s what that brought me this far, that drive it’s vanishing. I’m falling into a deep hole of laziness and that climb up won’t be easy, obviously cause I’m just too lazy. Lazy to study, lazy to train and worst of all is that I need to pee now and I’m too lazy to walk to the toilet! I need to change, it’s time to wake up my fucking idea. I need to do well this year, I need to prove a point. Please don’t let me continue being like this, help. Yes help is the right word, someone out there help me. Anyone… Someone.

Weird-O


It feels kind of weird, I don’t get attracted to looks easily but if one has a great personality… I’m a sucker for that, it’s like absolutely HOT!

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